basketball...use to be my fav...
i use to feel so happy when i'm playing basketball...
but wat happen now???everythin is changing...
i use to love smiling,fooling around all the time...
now...all i feel is tiring...life change...
even if i have a group of frens who always been there for me...
i dont feel the same anymore...

my heart always sink...i dont know why...
all the time frens ask me not to be so negative...
all the time i cant do it...

i'm always look so happy...
but do any or eeu know wat was i thinking...
i hate myself for being so emotional...
i hate myself for always believe tt i will be stronger 1 day...
i hate it man...